Day 36: How amazing You are....
Can't get that song out of my head. My heart has been praising Him all day.
Finally, finally, I feel good. Honestly good.
I don't think I realized how much stress I was under. Everything became a frantic rush from one issue/situation/need to another. And it's been that way for months/years.
My doctor changed up some meds, including putting me on Vitamin D (which a blood test said I was deficient in). After the nausea/adjustment passed, I realized tonight...I honestly feel better...healthier...than I have in a long, long time.
And I have peace. And I can see it in the little things. For example, we had people over for 4th of July. In the past this would have been a frantic cleaning frenzy, ordering the kids around, and worrying and stressing about it, making everyone miserable. This time, I just picked up a few things, cleaned the bathroom, and just let it be. It was a nicer day for everyone, including me.
So tonight I have hope. I can think about the future and what God may really want me to be doing with this life He's given me rather than just surviving it. Note my circumstances have not changed--but everything is different because Jesus is showing me His presence.
Finally, finally, I feel good. Honestly good.
I don't think I realized how much stress I was under. Everything became a frantic rush from one issue/situation/need to another. And it's been that way for months/years.
My doctor changed up some meds, including putting me on Vitamin D (which a blood test said I was deficient in). After the nausea/adjustment passed, I realized tonight...I honestly feel better...healthier...than I have in a long, long time.
And I have peace. And I can see it in the little things. For example, we had people over for 4th of July. In the past this would have been a frantic cleaning frenzy, ordering the kids around, and worrying and stressing about it, making everyone miserable. This time, I just picked up a few things, cleaned the bathroom, and just let it be. It was a nicer day for everyone, including me.
So tonight I have hope. I can think about the future and what God may really want me to be doing with this life He's given me rather than just surviving it. Note my circumstances have not changed--but everything is different because Jesus is showing me His presence.
What a testimony!
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